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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
9:44 pm
hey everyone this is chris's sister..i just wanted to let everyone know who may not know that my big brother was taken with the angels tonight. May 7th...he will always be remembered as that kid who always made people smile..i really dont think he was ever mean to anyone...Chris- your the best friend anyone could ever ask for...im so glad youve been here for me...Cancer is a suck ass thing and you were the STRONGEST kid i know...dont worry baby im getting that tattoo you wanted everything i do i do for you..mommy knows your watching over us and so does the baby and stevie and abby...we love you SO much...my HERO..my superman<3
love your little sister, Samantha

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Saturday, April 9th, 2005
12:00 am - Back in my "Bubble"
So I guess everyones wondering where Ive bein for lke almost the past couple weeks....well mainly because my laptop is broke again....and I went to Disney World...so I really need a really long update...and I would right now, but Im really tired, and I have a bad cold...so Im gonna go to bed...So tomorrow hopefully I'll feel better and I'll be able to really update....lol...so night!

current mood: ehhh

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Thursday, March 24th, 2005
7:40 pm - Spring Break....you can call it....haha
My Subject: Spring Break....you can call it....haha....well I say that because Its spring break, but since Im only gettin home schooled being home all the time isnt that different haha....no tutoring and I dont have ne check ups or ne thing to do so really I am on spring break....idk so since im bored I decided I really needed a long update haha...

So like the past like week Ive bein obbsessed with goin to blockbuster and renting movies haha, today I ended up returnin like 6 movies lol. But I saw some good ones....So if your ever rentin a movie heres a couple of em you should rent......I,Robot-it was pretty good, wasnt ne thing great.....The Incredibles-haha really funny! def a renter lol.....Supersize ME-its not really a movie with like a cast and a script, its more like a documentary, but its not boring, and its really good, its about this guy who sees wat happens if he eats at McDonalds for 30 days straight, and nothing else, it was really good, something you wouldnt expect to be entertaining and good, haha....Euoligy(sp?)-Another great movie, its about some family, that their grandpop just died and the six brothers and sisters (and their husbands/wives and familys) have to stay at the grandmoms (and former grandfathers) house for the week before the funeral, and everyone has problems n stuff, its sooooooo funny! haha....um what else did I rent...The Day After Tomorrow-REALLY good! bout the end of the world, haha I also rented Leagally blonde 2 haha cuz the first one was on TV the other day and it was just starting, and since I never saw it I decied to watch it and I actually thought it was funny so I had to see what happened next haha....and thats about it lol...I rented Ray today when I had to drop off those movies, I mean it won so many grammys and everything....I just started watching it so I dont have an opinion on it because its only bein on for like 5 min....haha and thats the end of Carfs Movie Review... lol

So yesterday I had to go to St. Christophers for my weekly checkup, med perscription refills, and my first CAT scan after that last round of chemo....so what it really means is the day we make plans for what Im doing next, chemo wize or watevers next...well really thats what usually happens everytime I get a Scan....I spend all day waiting for a Scan and the Doctor....and finally when its my turn the doctor runs down to the film room, where my results are and looks them over real quick and comes back up and tells us and then he usually ends up sayin im gonna need more chemo...yada yada...well I didnt want that this time...I told everyone I didnt want the doctor to make a quick desision which affects like my whole life over, a quick glance...I told them I wanted to get the results when Dr.Halligan can sit down and theorly(spl?) and can compare them with the last scans and make a good desision....haha so were just gonna wait till they call...Im thinkin after Easter and all...so we dont have to worry about any thing till after that so we can enjoy easter break and all...Ive bein feelin good, and the doctor checked me yesterday and he said everything feels good so no worries jus happies haha

Today was another dull day, cloudy and cold out and nothing really to do, I didnt end up waking up till bout 11:30, ate a baegel and just chilled and watched tv for a lil bit, and then I picked up Sam from her friends and we went to blockbuster and returned those movies and got a new one...and then we headed over to the mall, I thought id, be a good brother and take her because she wanted to get something so I havent bein to the mall in a while and I had nothing better to do so I went and got a chic-a-filet sandwhich and a blue dutch ice from auntie annes, haha which i always get when I got to the mall haha and then came back and watched alex, and then I watched alex for a lil bit and started watchin this movie and thats about it...

Alright I think Im gonna finish this movie tomorrow, because its kinda long and Im tired and I dont wanna fall asleep watchin it haha and I wanna watch tv before I go to bed...hhaha

Alright this alot longer than Id thought it be haha so I think thats enough for tonight haha Ill update later Night!

current mood: mellow

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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
4:33 am - new hair!
haha so yea, like everytime after I get chemo my hair starts growin back! SO it finally started and Im really excited but dude these lil baby eyelashesh are really irritating my eyes when I blink! grrr!

haha Idk why I posted this update but Im bored, so why not....lol ok im gonna go back to bed now cuz its late...haha night!

current mood: irritated

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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
5:57 pm - "For the Longest Time"
So yea like the Billy Joel song it HAS bein the longest time, since my last entry haha, its become a habbit haha Nothing really importants happened this past week, I had a cold like all week and it sucked, cuz my body take forever to get over it...but im cool now...I jus got home from takin Alex to ToysRus because she had some money and wanted to get another one of those "bratz" dolls...idk why though, because she already has like a millioN! haha but watever haha I shouldnt talk I remember when I was her age i had like a million power ranger toys haha...I keep seeing this lil survey on my friends page, and since Im bored I decided Id do it! lol

last kiss: wouldnt u like to know... ;)

last cigarette: never

last good cry: oh probally sometime last week...some of the meds I take make me really emotional

last library book: the hobbit, in like 8th grade haha

last movie seen in theaters: Sponge Bob Square Pants: The Movie haha...I took alex and her lil friend...

last book read: Im reading the Catcher and the Rye, for school, well my tutoring...lol

last cuss word uttered: shit....I spilled a whole glass of OJ on my floor...lol

last beverage drank: apple juice lol

last food consumed: ham

last phone call: my dad

last tv show watched: Town Haul

last shoes worn: my rebocks

last cd played: The best of Billy Joel Vol. 2

last item bought: a ps2 game

last thing downloaded: A virus protector

last annoyance: my computer...blah

last disappointment: the break down on my back, only get a little bit better n not totally better....long story...but its gettin better

last soda: pepsi!

last ice cream eaten: chocolate

last time trippin on drugs?: never

last hug: like an hour ago, after i took alex to ToysRus

last shirt worn: my Superman T-shirt

last time dancing: the freshmen soriee


1 MINUTE AGO: filling out this thingermabob lol

1 HOUR AGO: drivin home on 55

1 DAY AGO: right here


1. What do you most like about your body? my face lol

2. And least? idk...I dont really think about it

3. How many fillings do you have? like 3 or 4....yea i know...bad...and I prob need more haha, wat can I say I have a big sweet tooth! haha

4. Do you think you're good looking? no, I KNOW im good looking hahah jk...i guess

5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? yea

FIRSTS

First job: I never had a job....

first screen name: T00CRAZ27@aol.com

First funeral: my grandmom when I was in second grade...

First pet: goldfish

First piercing/tattoo: ummm none...

Tattoo: none, when Im 18, in a couple months.....Im gettin a tatoo of a gold childhood cancer ribbon and it say "Conquer Kids Cancer" and when Im in remishion im gonna get it changed to "ConquerED Kids Cancer"

First credit card: I used to have one of those Visa Buxx...which was

First Kiss:.....yea...what about it...lol

First one that mattered: Havent had one yet, but I'll make sure to mention it when I do lol

First enemy: I dont really know that one...I can tell you one....Chris S....he was this kid who used to live across the street from me when I lived in Winslow...long story-short, we used to be best friends...were not...end of story..haha

Aw wasnt that a cute lil survey quiz thingy haha Im done now and gonnna go to bed, cuz Im dead tired...Night!

current mood: bored

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Monday, February 28th, 2005
8:47 pm

So this weekend totally rocked...

Friday was the freshmen soriee with Amanda To, I got to her house for pictures around 6:30 and then we took pictures, and were off, her friend martha came with us...I was excited cuz it was my first time acually driving me and my date to a dance..myself haha
So the dance was pretty fun! well around 8:30 I started feeling really sick to my stomach, which really sucked cuz I was really upset because I ended up having to leave early...but amanda was really cool about it, and said i was a great date, and she was glad I even could go..so that made me feel better....So I got home around 9:30 and I just relaxed...got sick a couple times unfortunalty...but by around 10:30 I started feeling better...thank god...

So Saturday was Sams party...part two of the "Weekend of the To's" haha omg the party was sooo  much fun! there was sooo many people there, all of my friends n some people I havent seen :) and it was so much fun bein dressed up, like it was so different...I loved it...and dont even get me started about the food...it was all soo good...mrs Tos a good cook! haha she even gave me some to take home in these cute lil chinese take home boxes haha... and I got alot of great pics...which im gonna finally post...at the end of this entry...so be prepared..theres alot...like 25 haha ive bein trying to do this like forever haha

So Sunday I didnt really do anything cept hang out around the house, haha I watched tv...played game cube with alex...watched movies...ext...haha jus a boring ol' day lol

So today really sucked...my mom woke me up, early and we had to go to st.christophers for my check up...in the freakin snow...omg it was horrible...the clinic was friggin packed!!! like literrly it was crazy...and for some reason I get all anxious when theres all thoses people, and alot of them are dirty and sick, and idk....but we got there at 10:30 and didnt end up gettin my check till around 3ish...for a 10 min check up....now everything things good...which is great! but its jus ridiculus we had to wait that long....

So last but not least the pictures!!!! I hope u like!

                               

Me, Amanda, Kim, and Sam before the Soriee                       Me and THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! haha

 

                             

Nice Bowa  Becca (sp?)                                                           Chase looking really "conpicuious" haha

    

Two of my best buddys in the world!                          Me n my Wifey!                   

                             

My sister-in-law and row....how cute..haha                             Me and that crazy-cat Colleen! lol

 

                                   

MmMmMmm.....look at all that yummy food!                                Me and my buddy Victoria!

                        

 Me and Mellissa! aw I havent seen her in so long !     Me and another one of my best buds!                             

                             

                              Two girls I havent seen in a while! and man I missed them!

 

                               

Me and my Sister-in-Law lol                                                      Coll, Christina, and KB hanging out...

                              

Aww the Coyle sisters....how cute! haha                                    Our "Gangster" Picture lol

                        

Another girl I havnt seen in a while!                                   3 of the bestest friends in the whooole world!

                   

Chinese mafia, informal wear...were so versitile haha         Aww Adam and Kim

          

 Me "pimpin" out haha                                                               Sams yummy cake! haha

 

Alright well thats enough for me, 25 pictures....yea...Ive bein workin on this forever! im gonna finish watchin summerland....so I hope you enjoy!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 



current mood: finished!!

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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
9:38 pm - "The weekend of the To's" haha
So tonight I was supposed to go to my aunts *and my cuzins* for dinner, for no reason, she just invited me to drive over and have dinner, because I have a car, and I wasnt doing ne thing...so it was jus something to do. And I love hanging out over there and hanging out with my cuzins. Me and Abby were really excited to hang out, but around 3:30 my aunt diana called and said that my little cuzin taylor was sick to her stomach all last night and had the stomach virus, so dinner was postponed till tomorrow night...so thats not to bad...

So today I didnt do much, nothing really...I finally ordered the flowers for amanda, for the dance on friday...we went to candelite, and then went over kennedy hospital to get my counts checked...it was really quick...we were in and out, but thats cuz we edidnt wait for the results...Peg would jus call us with the results when she got them *btw they were pretty good* So afterward we picked up sam from tanning after cheerleading, and then came back home...haha my mom had to go to a meeting for Alex's first communion so like my mom didnt end up gettin home till like 9:15, so she bought a pizza, i was really hungry so ened up eatin alot haha. Id rather of had a nice dinner at my cuzins but watever.

So I was jus watchin the news and were supposed to get around 6 inches of snow tomorrow, so hopefully I wont havta go for my check up, at the hospital n everything...i mean its jus a check up, the same thing I get everyweek...

Alright well its gettin late n I need to start gettin ready for bed, cuz Im really tired tonight...Ill update tomorrow, if my plans change...Night!

current mood: excited

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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
12:12 am - "Do you think our love can make miracles?"....The Notebook....
Haha yea...I finally watched The Notebook *which Ive bein wanting to see since it came out* I dont know why, I just like those kind of movies, and esp when they take place in the early 1900's...dont ask me why...cuz I have no idea...maybe just because everything was so much different....idk....haha ne way....long story short...It was a GREAAAAAAAT movie...like omg...lol if you havent seen it, I reccomend it...tonight my mom and steve watched it, and they watched the whole thing, which was weird cuz they NEVER get to sit down and watch a movie, let alone stay awake during the whole thing...lol it was cute..lol.

So any way this weekend pretty crappy, I havent done any thing but sit around doing nothing....I didnt feel really good friday and saturday, and my cuzin abby was sleeping over because we had to watch her lil sister *my other cuzin* because all our parents went out for the night...and abby could tell both days I didnt feel good....

Sunday I felt alot better....I didnt have much to do...so I just kind of chilled around the house most of the day...it was really quiet because sam wasnt home neither was alex...so at around 11 at night yea...we get a call and its abby and she says shes at the movies near by and wanted to know if she could spend the night, because her friends from glouster catholic, live closer to me, than her...so she got here around 11:30 and instead of going to bed, we popped in the Notebook, and watched the whole, thing...and again...greatttttttt movie haha

Today she had to leave early, which sucked so at around 2 I took a looong ass nap till bout 5 haha and just had a normal ol' night haha

Alright well im tired so Ill update with more detail tomorrow..I just wanted a quick update because i havent in a while, because my wireless internet wasnt working and idk I havent had any thing to update about haha....so night!

current mood: blank

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Monday, February 14th, 2005
8:57 pm - Valentines day 2005
So lets see its valentines day again, and its the same like its bein every year...everyone complainin how they dont have a valentine...I know its not the upseting and defeats the purpose of valentines day....but really its not that big of a deal to me haha

So this past week, lots have happened...so Im gonna start from tuesday (cuz my last entry was monday) haha

Tuesday-Acually was a free day haha I really do much...I got a spray tan again to I looked niced and tan for the dance...that I didnt go to...unfortunately....Ill explain later....

Wednesday-I got another IV infusion of Vitamens at Jefferson...he told me a bunch of vitamens I should take, but we only got a couple because some of those vitamens are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO expensive....and since vitamens are drugs from the pharmaphusical complany so its not covered by insurance....even the IV infusions arent covered...because our worlds messed up...esp the medical and insurance industy...I dont even wanna get started...

So thursday I got my blood tested...and then I went to another kind of alternative medicine doctor, called a Naturalist...she was really just like the other doctor at jefferson....but ya know wat I liked her soooo much better...she was so much more down to earth and really sweet...So Im glad I went...so around 11 that night Dr.Halligan calls saying that my pottassium was dangerously low, and he was supposed that I could even keep my eyes open....cuz when ur potassiums low u get EXTREMELY tired and it causes mad cramps...well I wasnt that tired....but I did have cramps....

So friday I had to go to St.Chris for a Pottassium Correction...which is where they give u potassium....the only thing is it took alllllll day! ugh...I couldnt beleive this was happening, dance day...And I was still extremely tired....So unfortunatly I couldnt make the dance...I couldnt beleive it...I was soo sad...My mom took becca the floweres I got her...She said she really liked them...which made me feel better...and called me at the dance which made me feel better...So really I rested the whole night and by Sat, I thought I would be good as new...

But nooo this was a horrible weekend for carf....after alex having the stomach virus...guess whos turn it was to get it...yup! all day sat and all night....ught I hate the stomach virus...it sucks hard core....Sunday I started feeling better, which was good...

And that was my wonderful...*cought* not *cough* week.....I dont like not updating for weeks at a time, so im gonna try my best to try not to update on a daily basis again...haha and thats about it....tonights alot of good shows so holler haha and thats about it...i hope this weeks alot better..so heres to that! haha Night!

current mood: relieved

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Monday, February 7th, 2005
10:52 pm - "The naughty cornner"
So unfortunatly the Eagles lost last night...but it was a great game, and it was really close...Acually I tivoed it and tommorrow Im gonna buy some blank DVDs and burn it to a DVD...OoOoO...History....haha So I my plans changed from my post yesterday...My aunt decided that she didnt wanna make dinner and that she was going to someone elses house to have dinner and relax and watch the game, instead of play host...which is understandable...So me, steve, my mom, and alex, had a lil party at home haha...it was fun though...My mom made this awsome dinner too....mMmMmMm shrimp scampi, one of my faaaaavorites...haha I LOOOOOVE food, and Im the only person who writes about there dinner on superbowl sunday haha....

So today was like such a boring waste of day...well sorta...I had to wake up at 4 friggin 30 because I had to do my dumb antibiotic....but tomorrow afternoon is my last one...finally! well the IV kind...and I dont have to worry about wat time I have to get up, or go out of my way to do an antibioitic...but ya know...I shouldnt talk because I could be in the hospital getting them...

So I went back to bed, and got back up at like 8:30 when my mom was gettin alex ready for school, so obviously I got woken up again...which I didnt like because I was sooo tired, so before my mom took alex to school (she missed the buss) I drew my counts, and again went back to bed...lol...so finally at 11:30 or so I woke up for the 3rd time for antibioitic #2 of the day...So I decided not to go back to sleep because that would be dumb...So at around 2:30 me and my mom headed to philly to Jefferson Hospitals Alternative Medicine Clinic for another IV infusion of vitamens...Im not sure...its my second time, right after it I feel like really hyper...haha but then it goes away...haha and I feel like regular again..lol so well see over the course of the next couple of days, how I feel..lol

So for some reason we didnt end up getting home till about 7:30, like where did the day go!? that vitamen thing didnt that that long! so Idk...we didnt get there till 3:30...so Idk

So when I got home I just hung out like normal, ate, and then around 10 I had to go to CVS to pick up my medicine...So I go outside, and as everyone knows its freezing cold out...and theres this red truck parked right behind my car...like wtf! who does that? I sat in my car for 10 min waiting for someone to come out, I was even beeping my horn...so eventually I went to the 2 apartments next door, and asked them if it was there car, and eventually I found the person, and he moved his car...so I went to CVS...and came home..

When I got home my whole family was like in the living room watchin that show SuperNanny....weird, I know...not that they were watching Super Nanny, that they were all together watching the same show, and all...nice family like haha So I decided to join them and we watched the rest of the show, and now Im here in my room, watching tonights episode of Everwood, that I tivoed, and writing this ridiculusly long update lol...

Tomorrow I have alot to do, I need to order flowers for the dance on friday, and then make an appointment for a spray tan, and sometime tomorrow Im gonna go by the To's house to drop off the money for my dance tickets....and thats about it.

So I think Im gonna finish now, because this entrys so long already....for a day that I did nothing haha...but hey I like writing lol So night!

current mood: relaxed

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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
10:39 am - Superbowl! Superbowl!
haha Happy Supper Bowl day! haha Eagles vs. Patriots. haha acually Im excited bout the superbowl this year, and I really hope the Eagles win....even though that fly eagles fly song is gettin on my nerves a little bit....haha I just keep hearing it....nothing wrong with getting annoyed by a song getting played over and over by people and all over TV haha dont hate haha. So I woke up at like 9 this morning and I really wanted to sleep in...but I had to wake up early becasue I had to get my antibioit...blah...thank God is over tomorrow...cuz its getting annoying waking up at odd hours of the night and stuff for a half hour antibbioitic...lol So its about 10:45...so I think Im gonna eat lunch in a lil bit, take a shower, and then take a lil nap...No ones home right now, so it would be a perfect time for a nap lol....My mom's at Alex's cheer compitition, Steves at work, and Sams God knows where lol....

What have I bein doing since my last update? haha nothing really...my counts have bein coming up, which is good, Ive bein gettin antibiotics to make sure im 100% better....even though I dont think its totally worth it, I mean if I have the white cells to figt any infection why do I need them?...Idk I guess thats why im not a Dr. haha...I was in such a random mood last night though....like out of no where I got in my car, went to wawa, bought a magazine, and ICEE and some candy haha....and relaxed alll night lol

So I think tonight were going to my aunts house for a Superbowl Party. Which should be fun, I love goin over my aunt dianas, and seeing my cuzins Jess and Abby :) So that should be fun :)

So this friday coming up is the Winter Twighlight dance :) yay! Im so excited! I still have a lot to do to get ready for it though...I need to order the flowers, get a new shirt and tie, and get a spray tan haha

Monday Im going to Jefferson Hospital's Alternative Medicine Clinic again, for another Infusion of Vitamens...yay sounds fun doesnt it? Well whatever it takes for me to get better...We might be going to St.Chris before, because my apointment isnt till 3 at Jefferson, So we might just get all my hospital visits over with this week, In one day...Idk what mama carf has planned...

And thats about it for my boring life haha jk Its not.....that boring :) Acually right now I think Im gonna drive down the road to buger king or sumtin for lunch because Im hungry, and I have a craving for burger and fries haha...I wonder what Im they start serving lunch........

So if I do ne thing interesting tonight, I'll make sure to update...sorry I havent updated since tuesday...lol

current mood: hungry

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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
11:57 pm - IM FINALLY HOME!!!!!.............again!!! haha
Well things didnt work out like I thought and I couldnt go home on monday, nothing bad...the doctor just wanted me to stay an extra day to make sure I was all good to go home. So I was pretty pissed most of the day, but I got over it...And now Im home, and everythings good...my counts are ok, and there going up...So hopefully I wont have to worry about that last round of chemo ne more....

So I got home around 3ish and it felt great to be home! haha It seemed like I was in the hospital for weeks...but really it was only a couple days...haha but It wasn't that bad....Im home now so...yay hah

Haha O yea if you haven't seen it yet, I have a new layout for my LiveJournal....SUPERMAN!!! holla! check it out! haha

*EDIT* IF ANY ONE WHOS GOOD AT MAKING ICONS FOR THEIR LJ AND COULD DO ME A FAVOR AND HELP ME RE-DO MINE, SINCE ITS KINDA UGLY PLEASE IM ME OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT!!!

So 10 more days till the Winter Tighlight! haha Im sooo excited! haha I just talked to Becca and found out everything I needed to know...so I can get all ready...but other than that I cant wait! haha I cant wait to see everyone too! :)

And thats about it....its almost 12:30 right now, and Im tired so as soon as im done eatin my leftovers from dinner tonight, we ordered out from carabbas, omg it was sooo good I just had to have more haha....so like i was sayin when Im done Im gonna go to bed...haha..so NIGHT! haha

current mood: HOME!

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Monday, January 31st, 2005
3:22 am - Karen: "pst...excuse me hunny...I'd like you to eat me" haha WILL AND GRACE ROCKS!!!!
So I think Its about time I update this thing, first of all cuz I havent in more than a week and stuff happened for me to put in it, so it all works out :) lol

So my last entry I said Id write the next day A.K.A Carfs snow day #2, and I was plannin out in the snow and all...well that Idea was messed up, and none of the stuff I wanted to do, never got done..Because when I woke up I felt like a truck hit me...Like I was sooo tired n I felt soooo sick to my stomach...I probally jynxed myself when I had kept saying that i was doing so good...lol watever...It was totally unexpeted...Usually I have my one sick day like that after every round of chemo...but at like 2 or 3 I took a little nap, and watched the Eagles game...and acually by half time I felt like 100 times better! haha So I finished watchin the Eagles game...and It was alot of fun...I acually got really into it and it was a great game lol...Im glad they won! haha

So the rest of the week was my Bad week of chemo, where my counts are all at 0, and I cant really be around alout of people or get sick...Well Tuesday and Wednesday weren't that bad....Nothing really important happened...I got platelettes on tuesday...

But unfortunatly when I woke up on thursday...I felt like I was in an oven under my blanket...I was like burnin upiiwg...it was crazy...because I usually get the chills....

So we go to the hospital-haha we haed to go get plateletts and blood any way, but when they took my temp......guess wat it waa 102.9...ugh well u know wat that means..an Automaic addmission to St.Chris's...so blah..thats were ive bine since thursday...and It pretty sucks...because besides thursday...the day of the fever, the rest of the weekend Ive bein great...not even another fever :)...knock on wood..haha So overall Ive bein good here..my counts are going back up, and my white count issnt that bad at all which rocks, but i dont get even with a good counts why they wont let me leave...Idk I guess they wanna make sure the antibiotics are working and I am doing good.
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So its bein like 4 days, going on 5...and I am going completely crazy! haha the dr said i can go home on monday......so hopefully I will, but ya never know here, they'll find a stupid reason to keep me another couple days....but hopefully tom :) aa

And thats about it....

I have alot to do this week when I got out....and finally I'll be able to continue my regular schedule, instead of my "stay away from everyone and not get sick one" to back to my normal people one haha...

-But somethings I have to do is....ask Becca what color her dress is
-Buy, well order flowers that match her dress haha
-Get a nice shirt and tie, to corinate haha see I know what Im doing haha
-I have to stop by the To's house to drop off my money for the dance tickets

And thats about it....I also think sometime before the dance Im gonna get a hott spray tan haha cuz its bein a while since my last one, and i look like I have a frigggin skin disese, from it fading! haha And tomrorrow, night were gonna go to my aunts to sing to jess cuz its her bday :)...well i think we are...shes bein using my car all weekend cuz she has to used it tommorrow for her raod test for her LISCENCE! ahh im so excited for her haha I hope she does good:)!!! and im gonna need my car...cuz I got a lot to do remember! haha well not really but still haha alright well I think Im gonna go now cuz Im soo completely tired haha...I keep dosing off lol but ta do! its finished! haha

So if I get out i get out tomrrrow Ill upate at home...I feel more comfortable updating in the hospital because, idk its just akward...haha cuz it always seems like someonese always watching me or something........haha i know that sounds crazy but who cares haha alright im rally gonna go to bed now cfuz im beat haha bye!

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current mood: tired

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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
11:08 pm - "Adult sized footie pajamas on EBAY" hahaha me and sammy are gonna be RICH! haha
So yea I really havent had a real update in a while, so I guess since Im snowed in and have nothing to do, I will. :) haha

So Im just going to sum up this week with 1 word...chemo...

I went in tuesday morning, and was out by thursday night...so far so good... I feel pretty good, and my counts made a little boost friday night, when they were supposed to be going down....it was probally just my body making cells and dispencing em into my body before the chemo goes and attacks them all...but it was kinda like a little miricale in a way haha...because thursday night before I left my platelettes were borderline, and I would need a transfusion by sat...and we all knew the big storm was comin *o yea news flash it came* haha but when we got them checked the next day they were good enough for the weekend! so yay! I could enjoy the snow and the weekend!

So this morning I woke up at around 7:30ish because I woke up and I was freeeeezing...haha now I sleep with my window open always, even if its just a crack, because when I sleep I get these mad hot flashes haha from one of my medicines...haha yea its kinda funny, that its like im friggin pregant...hardy har har...haha jk its not so bad...it could be worst....so ne way...I took a nice warm shower to warm me up, and talked online for a little bit...and went back to sleep lol. I would like to take note here that there was no snow in sight at 7-8 in the am. haha

So I woke up again at like 11:30 and to my suprise there was about an inch an a half already haha AHHHH I FREEEAKIN LOOOOOOOOOOOVE SNOOOW!!!!!!!!!! haha and this time the weather guys were acually right...it came down all day...it was soo peaceful...haha and the best part about it was I just sat back and relaxed alllll day haha...nice and warm....haha So right now its like almost 11:30 and we have about 10 inches of snow, id say..and the best part is....theres supposed to be A LOT more comin! haha thats so crazy! haha I cant wait to go out and play in the snow like a little friggin kid tommorrow!! haha

And thats pretty much Carf's Snowday Day 1 haha...I think im gonna go to bed soon cuz Im tired...I went to bed really late last night....and oh idk I jus had 3 days of chemo....so yea im a lil tired for the night...but I will be like new again tommorrow :) haha If u cant tell snow puts me in such a good mood! haha

Guess wat was on TV tonight that I watched a little bit of....ALADIN! haha dude I havent seen that movie in sooooo long, its def a classic...i felt like a lil kid again...again today..haha so that put me in a good mood....too....

The only thing about snow is that it sometimes ruins plans...Cuz me and Abbie were supposed to hang out tonight and watch elf and lilo and stitch and we were all excited...but I couldnt drive at all in the snow...so Im pretty bumbed about that...and I havent talked to her all day, cuz my stupid cell phones still in my bags i didnt unpack from the hospital yet...and its dead....so I need to find that and charge it...I feel lost with out my cell phone haha

And thats about it....Im bout to go to bed now...and hybernate haha Ill update about Snow Day Day 2 tommorrow...haha

current mood: chipper

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Friday, January 21st, 2005
1:55 am - IM HOOOME! haha
First job: N/A...
irst screen name: T00CRAZ27
First funeral: My Grandmom’s (2nd grade)
First pet:*edit for my super cuzin abby* my dad had this weird house next to a graveyard...and we got 2 kittens...smokey and curtains...curtains was all nice and cuddly and smokey...my cat was all grey and thin...and disheveled haha well they run away...and we never hear from them again...haha
First piercing: None
First tattoo: When I turn 18, next October I wanna get a tatoo of a golden cancer ribbon, like the one on the back of my car on my back righy shoulder, but instead of it saying "Conqure Kids Cancer" I want it to say, "ConqurED Kids Cancer" haha yea i know im a nerd....haha
First credit card: I used to have one of those visa buxx cards which worked just like a credit card, which really rocked but not ne more haha
First kiss: um....yea...like freshmen year....haha
First enemy: this kid who i used to be like best friends with, where i used to live, and then we were like enemys haha
First favorite musician: oh I cant answer that, too many good musicians...

LASTS ..

Last car ride: coming home from the hospital :)
Last kiss: i forget...its bein a while...maybe that'll change soon though ;0) haha
Last movie watched: SpongeBob Square Pants, I took alex and her friend to see on Monday.
Last beverage drank: Pepsi Edge....half the sugar, but not half the taste hahaha
Last food consumed: a stuffed pepper.....mMmMm it was sooo good!
Last phone call: My dad probally...but my cell phones still not unpacked...so Im not really sure...lol
Last time showered: when I got home!
Last CD played: Uhhh my Billy Joel CDs in my car....haha
Last website visited: Livejournal.com..? duh

NOW ..
Single or Taken: Single
Sex: male
Birthday: October 1st, 1987
Sign: Libra
Siblings: Sam (15), Alex (7), I also have 4 step sisters that dont live with us but visit every once and while....Andrea, Alexis, and the twins, Amy, and Amanda....im not exactly sure all there ages...but there between 7-15, im the oldest...
Hair color: hair? what hair?! ahahaha jk its supposed to be brown and is whenever I have hair
Eye color: Hazel Green
Shoe size: 10
Height: 5'8"

RIGHT NOW, WHAT ARE YOU ..

Wearing: Polo T-shirt, and grey shorts haha
Thinking about: How much better I feel that Im home, and not at that damn hospital ne more haha



PAST.
-first grade teacher's name: Mrs.Wesley
-last thing you said: G'night mom haha
-last song you sang: Oh i forget, I sing when ever im in the car! haha its crazy! haha

-last thing you laughed at: My stepdad saying stupid shit, out of his drunkeness haha
-last time you cried: uhhh i had like a break down last night, but I deserve a break down every once n a while haha

.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: I have no idea, I dont usually listen to Cds at home.....Its probally a Mix CD
-what color socks are you wearing: whtie
-what's under your bed: uhhh old shit, summer clothes, extra medical supplys
-what time did you wake up today: like around 8:30ish

.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: Im thinking something in Computer Graphics and Animation...I really would like to work for Disney, I think that would be like one of the coolest jobs haha
-where are you going to live: As much as people hate it, I like it around here...idk I jus like being driving distance from my family and all
-how many kids do you want: 2 or 3
-what kind of car will you drive: who knows haha

.CURRENT.
-current hair : fuzzys haha
-current clothes: yea a T-shirt and shorts, duh you just asked me that....lol
-current jewelry: my Livestrong bracelet, the silver ring alex (my sister) got me for christmas and a watch, if that counts...
-current annoyance: How unaware people are of childhood cancer...I know theres alot of other stuff to worry about, but yea i know hundreds of people are dying from the war, and Its so horrible and sad....but what about the hundreds of kids here who die everyday......idk maybe im wrong...
-current smell: Lemon haha from this "natural air freshener", my mom bought, that uses those natural oils n stuff....acually it smells reallly good....and not....fake haha

-current longing: Idk haha
-current desktop picture: A picture of Me, Sam To, Adam, and Kim, when the To's took us to China Town....
-current book: uhh nothing right now....Im going to read the Catcher and the Rye, I heard it was a great book....
-current worry: Im trying not to worry bout anything....because Stress supposedly "causes cancer"....a little late though ahah no im serious...lol
-story behind your username: Idk, maybe its my last name with out an "i" whoa who would of known! haha
-favorite author(s): JK Rowling...HARRY POTTER any one? haha
-do you think too much: yeaa who doesn't
-if you could live anywhere in the world: i'm fine right here
-do you have any regrets: of course, who doesnt..
-sex or love: Sex baby! hahah jk LOVE duh! haha
-favorite coffee: Wawa French Vanilla mixed with hot chocolate! haha
-favorite smell: uhh i dunno thats a hard question...I dont really have a "favorite" smell
-what makes you mad: stupid stuff...idk i could go on forever haha
-favorite way to waste time: TV and the Internet...haha
-what is your best quality: Im a good friend, and im a reallly strong person....
-are you currently in love?: nope....


Geez that took A LOT longer than I thought it would haha....its good to be home... :)

current mood: refreshed

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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
1:14 am - "California dreamin.....on a winters day....."

Yea thats the song of the day....haha "California Dreaming by the Mamas and Papas" haha I know its old but it was def EXTREMELY cold out today, and it still is....its probally like 10 degrees right now haha.

So today like I said I was going to take my little sister Alex, and her friend sammy, to see Sponge Bob the movie. I also took along my friend dan....We havent hung out in a while, and I didnt wanna go alone, so I took him along, it was fun....so we get there, and spend a million bucks at the snack bar....*cough* rip off *cough* I mean $13 bucks for popcorn and 2 sodas? it was crazy! hahathats the one thing I hate bout the movies...lol...So any way we went and saw Spongebob haha the movie was pretty dumb, but the little girls sure liked it haha but I guess thats normal for a 17 year old boy not to like spongebob movie haha...but I promised her Id take her like weeks ago and I had to take her or id feel bad....and Im the nice, "coool" brother haha, haha

So thats about it...I dropped Dan off on our way home, we came home, ate, I watched my monday night shows...haha like Trading Spouces and of course the new episode of EVERWOOD! haha it was really good, I talked to Kim when she got home from practice and found out she watches it too, and she taped it haha so she woldnt let me talk about wat happened haha it was fun...but I didnt know she watches it too....we have so much in common haha I guess thats wat makes us such good friends haha

And thats it...Tomorrow im finally going in for another round of chemo...yay....*sarcasm off* haha yea im not too thrilled, but its only 3 days 2 nights if everything works out right....and Ill have my laptop and cell so Ill update while im there and be able to talk to everyone...and now last but not least a couple pictures from kims bday finaly...haha

                                       

Colleen and Victoria playing with the balloons while we waited for the rest of the people to get there.

                                         

                                  Then they attacked  Adam with there balloons....hahaah

                           

                                MmMmMm.......look at all the good food...Jul was a very good hostest haha

              

Me and my little stitch doll that Sam To got for me from Disney world for my car....how awsome is that! hes hanging from my rear-view mirror.

              

Me, Kim, Casey, Victoria, Colleen, Adam, and Rob....haha rob looks really funny in that picture haha ....

                     

KAREOKE!!! or how ever  you spell it haha you know what I mean! haha  Coll was like the Kareoke Queen for the night, she sang like EVERY SONG! haha it was sooo funny too....5 words....."Pour some sugar on Me" hahahaha  no comment hahaha  wat a great time.....

                    

Another picture of muah..notice my new stylish sweater from AERO.......haha I love taking pictures of myself....but I wouldnt call myself self-centered! hahaha jk

                   

                    Awww how cute, Adam and Kim....I couldnt fix the stupid red eye though....grr

                    

    Awww two of my best buddys in the whooole world!.....stupid red eye again though!! grrr again haha

                   

Kims really cool Tinkerbell cake....it was really good too....when I got home I even had a huge slice! haha

                     

 Make a wish, and blow out your candels!!! haha Shes probally gonna kill me for this pic but oh well haha! lol jk

And thats all for now....Im tired and thats the only really good ones....lol and did I say Im tired haha I gotta wake up early tom too....blah.....so Night!!

 



current mood: ehhh

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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
11:49 pm - "Everyone has a girl like Nicole some night of there lfe"- Landon from the real world
I dont know who watches the real world Philadelphia or not, but if you remember that episode were Labdon, and MJ go to Glam and MJ brings this girl named Nicole home...and yada yada yada.....and you know the rest haha well on friday I find out that, that girl nicole lives in Twp...yea she graduated when we were freshmen, hahaha isnt that weird?! lol

So any way...Friday night was Kims 18th suprise party...haha I couldnt say anything in my last entry because....duh then that might of ruined the suprised for her! haha. So I get there at around 7, and adam was right behind me, but I was the on time for the first time in my life, and acually the first person there! haha So the party was a blast, I met kims cuzins who were really cool, and other friends of mine were there...I wasnt really feeling good before I left, idk why....but once I got there I was fine.... lol. So any way me, sam, amd kate had to leave at around quater to 12 because we drove there, and at 12 we turn into pumkins haha (if u dont get my lame joke, but you cant drive after 12 with ur Cinderella lol.

So Saturday woke uo around 9 and I had to drive sam to her friends because she had a compition to go to....so I got home, and ate lunch, and about 11 took a lil hour and a half nap haha. when I got up my mom was about to leave to head to North Jersey. So I pretty much had the house to my self the whole day, well besides steve, but he didnt bother me haha I watched the football games for a little, and check this out, I cleaned my room...yea you heard me right I cleaned my whole room, haha cuz it was startin to drive me crazy and gross haha well not gross, im not dirty...haha

So today I pretty much did nothing again haha jus maily relaxed haha....I watched alex and her lil friend sammy whos sleepin over...haha my moms friend got us a juicer because she said it was good, and ive said many times before how my moms a health nut haha. So wat did I do? I made apple juice haha it was fun, haha and It didnt taste that bad either haha...

So tomorrow I think Im going to take alex and her friend to go see spongebob the movie because I promised then I would a couple weeks ago when she had a sleep over, but the weather was bad so it didnt work out, so maybe tom....they'll have fun :) and I love being the adorred older brother haha..

And thats about it.....hahaha i better get to sleep now, cuz Im goin to bed early tonight, and I can barley keep my eyes open, and I dont wanna fall asleep with my laptop on me.....trust me its happened before haha so I also hage acouple pics I wanna post, so Ill do that tom....Night!

current mood: sleepy

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11:49 pm - "Everyone has a girl like Nicole some night of there lfe"- Landon from the real world
I dont know who watches the real world Philadelphia or not, but if you remember that episode were Labdon, and MJ go to Glam and MJ brings this girl named Nicole home...and yada yada yada.....and you know the rest haha well on friday I find out that, that girl nicole lives in Twp...yea she graduated when we were freshmen, hahaha isnt that weird?! lol

So any way...Friday night was Kims 18th suprise party...haha I couldnt say anything in my last entry because....duh then that might of ruined the suprised for her! haha. So I get there at around 7, and adam was right behind me, but I was the on time for the first time in my life, and acually the first person there! haha So the party was a blast, I met kims cuzins who were really cool, and other friends of mine were there...I wasnt really feeling good before I left, idk why....but once I got there I was fine.... lol. So any way me, sam, amd kate had to leave at around quater to 12 because we drove there, and at 12 we turn into pumkins haha (if u dont get my lame joke, but you cant drive after 12 with ur Cinderella lol.

So Saturday woke uo around 9 and I had to drive sam to her friends because she had a compition to go to....so I got home, and ate lunch, and about 11 took a lil hour and a half nap haha. when I got up my mom was about to leave to head to North Jersey. So I pretty much had the house to my self the whole day, well besides steve, but he didnt bother me haha I watched the football games for a little, and check this out, I cleaned my room...yea you heard me right I cleaned my whole room, haha cuz it was startin to drive me crazy and gross haha well not gross, im not dirty...haha

So today I pretty much did nothing again haha jus maily relaxed haha....I watched alex and her lil friend sammy whos sleepin over...haha my moms friend got us a juicer because she said it was good, and ive said many times before how my moms a health nut haha. So wat did I do? I made apple juice haha it was fun, haha and It didnt taste that bad either haha...

So tomorrow I think Im going to take alex and her friend to go see spongebob the movie because I promised then I would a couple weeks ago when she had a sleep over, but the weather was bad so it didnt work out, so maybe tom....they'll have fun :) and I love being the adorred older brother haha..

And thats about it.....hahaha i better get to sleep now, cuz Im goin to bed early tonight, and I can barley keep my eyes open, and I dont wanna fall asleep with my laptop on me.....trust me its happened before haha so I also hage acouple pics I wanna post, so Ill do that tom....Night!

current mood: sleepy

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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
1:49 am - 'And when shes walkin, shes lookin, so fiine. and when shes talkin she say'll that shes mine"
hahah wat a good day for billy joel haha dont ask me why lol

So today was alright...I woke up at around 11:30 and my mom was at the orthadontist with sam getting her braces off...and she called me and told me to get ready because we were going back to jefferson hospital for an IV infusion of different vitamens...I guess thats what they do haha

So we get there at around 2 and go into this lil room with reclining chairs n all, its pretty nice there, and such a different environment then at St.Chris, I guess its because St. Chris is a childrens hospital...but its jus not the same loving staff at jefferson. So any way I get an IV, which the lady friggin ended up sticking me like 4 times! gr! haha and I got this like yellow bag of liquid...which they said were vitamens.....like a megadose of em....like vitamen b and e and c....alot of stuff to boost the immune system...and near the end I got a little bit of this red stuff which was vitamen B-12 or watever...haha that made me feel like really energized for some reason haha idk...It was kinda boring though...I brought my laptop, watched a little bit of Everwood, and played The Sims 2 haha.

We stopped at a couple places on our way home and it was around 5 when we got home...So I relaxed most of the night and watched TV...haha around 9:20 though I went to the HS to go see the indoor gaurd reherse and watch there run threws...but I was kinda late...and by the time I got there they were already done...haha but it was fun hanging out with kim and sam for a little bit after practice.....haha hanging up NO SMOKING SIGNS in the gaurd room for the janitors haha they crack me up haha I also got to see alot my other friends too, which put me in a good mood cuz I miss them...I brought what i have of my scrapbook so far to show everyone n they liked it :) so maybe tomorrow Ill work on it some more...

I cant sleep right now....blah Dont ya just hate when you just cant fall asleep...and like you know ur tired but u keep thinking about going to sleep and it just makes things worst...yea...so I decidided to update my journal...and then watch some tv and Ill fall asleep eventually...

Idk what Im doing tomorrow....but if I do any thing interesting...Ill make sure to update about it haha NIGHt!

current mood: blah

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Friday, January 7th, 2005
10:03 pm - "Say we do all that, do you expect us just to walk out the front doors with 150 million dollars?"...
haha yea if you dont know what thats from then you suck...haha jk! No its from Oceans 11....I was watching a little bit of it earlier....yes thats right on my new dvd version hahah....ah im such a geek! haha

So wow I havent updated since new years...and let me say A LOT has happened!...NOT! haha acually nothing happened this week that was the least bit interesting really...well lets see.....

Monday I woke up, got tutored, picked up alex from school *haha she loves it when I do that haha* and went to bed...haha well it was probally more stuff but im giving the "abridged" verison of my week. lol

Tuesday was the same thing, tutor, homework...blah blah blah haha

Wed I had to wake up at like 6:30 to go to an appointment to see a doctor at Jeffersons new "Alternative Medicine Clinic"....my moms really into that and natural cures...ya know like vitamens n herbal teas and whatnot...I dont complain.... so we leave the house at like 7:30 and my appointments at 8:45? i think. So we get there and meet this doctor...tell him my lil story and that was it. I woke up early to tell this guy the same story Ive bein tellin since I was diagnosed...I should write a book! haha no but seriously he said he was going to get intouch with my Oncologist and there going to work out a schedule for Alternitive medicines, whatever they may be, and chemo...so that was that...

Thursday kinda sucked....It was a rainy day...I didnt feel so great...I have like a lil cold...I got my tutoring done....See the old guy comes and I get tutored every day haha...you dont even want me to get started on this guy haha...next update haha

So today I woke up really early for some reason....I have no idea haha I feel back asleep though watchin goodmorning america or something haha So around 1 me and my mom went over to kennedy to get my counts checked...she drove her van, n I followed in my car...haha it was funny...she had to go and register me so I couldnt go alone...So aftward we met my aunt diana at randazos for lunch and I went to go pick alex up from school....haha it was like 3:15 by the time I got there and she doesnt get out till 3:45 so I played Cool, Fun, Nice big brother, or should I say "Bubby" and signed her out a half hour early ;) haha she was sooo excited haha but she was really cranky aftward because she had a really bad head ache...So at home, while I was watching her I had to take care of her until my mom got home, and then her dad came, because she was going over his house tonight. I feel so bad when she gets headaches like that...I know its her nerves I dont care wat doctors say bout alergy....because I was the same way...when I was her age...I would get my self so worked up I would have a migrain....what can I say...bad nerves runs in my genes....my moms the same way...and so was my grandmom....I was really bad up until I got sick....I dont know why but after all Ive bein through....I dont have a nervous problem any more, or anxiety....Its like im so much stronger now! GRRR!! hahah So enough sappyness....or should i say "mushy" haha I watched my Everwood Season 1 dvds which are great! and then I started watching oceans 11, and then peg called, and she brought home my medicine from the hospital...So my mom packed her a lil dinner, and I drove over and gave it to her and she gave me my medicine....i feel sooo much better now...and thats about it....

Tomorrow I reeaaaaaaallly wanna go see Oceans 12 with abby lets hope this weekend it'll work out....unlike the last....haha ;)

current mood: crazy

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