Carf ([info]carf1087) wrote,
@ 2005-05-08 21:44:00
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hey everyone this is chris's sister..i just wanted to let everyone know who may not know that my big brother was taken with the angels tonight. May 7th...he will always be remembered as that kid who always made people smile..i really dont think he was ever mean to anyone...Chris- your the best friend anyone could ever ask for...im so glad youve been here for me...Cancer is a suck ass thing and you were the STRONGEST kid i know...dont worry baby im getting that tattoo you wanted everything i do i do for you..mommy knows your watching over us and so does the baby and stevie and abby...we love you SO much...my HERO..my superman<3
love your little sister, Samantha

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 05:43 am UTC (link)
He was the strongest kid I ever knew and who I ever had the pleasure of knowing/marching with. You have to be the strongest family I have ever known. May he rest in peace. My best wishes to everyone.

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 01:40 pm UTC (link)
I did not really know Chris personally, but I knew a lot of people who were great friends with him. Everyone always says great things about him and it only makes me wish I got to know him better. May you rest in peace and your soul be one with God. My deepest sympathy to everyone, I am truly sorry. -Eric

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[info]razorbladesoty
2005-05-09 02:04 pm UTC (link)
Chris,
you always joked about being superman.....what you didn't know is that to me and many many many other people you are just that......i will forever miss you!! you are in my heart we all love you soooo much. may god be as good to you as you were to us.
love always,
Adam

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Sam and Alex
[info]razorbladesoty
2005-05-10 04:24 am UTC (link)
Sam and Alex,

I looked around your house tonight... and as i sat with your family and your friends i realized why chris was such a fighter......you have one of the strongest families i have ever had the pleasure of being with...

Sam: he loved you so much...i always got to hear stories about what you did and how you were doing....he always worried about you, hoping you would make the right choices in life, hoping you would grow up to be the amazing girl that he knew you could become....we all know you will...you were just as much his rock as he was yours..and i hope you realize that......

Alex: what can i say alex ....i love you munchkin....i promise you i will visit you...i don't know if you are old enough to realize just how important your brother is to me, along with everyone else...you have a lot of growing left to do,and i hope i can be there for you ....i hope you know that he loved you more then anything.....but i am sure you already do....

Even thought Chris is no longer with us he did leave us something that we should all take to heart... he left us with his legacy.... and it is our job to carry that flame and keep it as bright as possible...Chris taught us that if you love something you fight for it....chris loved his life,his family, and his friends...and he fought for them ever day until the end ..we need to hold this lesson and remember it......The fight never ends..... Fight for what you love.....

We live on borrowed time....make the most of it....If your mad at someone: forgive them, in time they maybe the ones forgiving you...If you hurt someone: apologize, life is to short to hold grudges......i could go on but i don't need to, we all know what i am gonna say....



I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
But I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon

I feel there is nothing I can do



I miss your friendship, your smile, your voice, but most of all i miss YOU.....
YOU ARE MY SUPERMAN.........for you there is no kryptonite....

Adam Aka Porcupine (hehe Thanks for that one Alex)
REST IN PEACE CHRIS

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unstoppable
[info]razorbladesoty
2005-05-10 04:45 am UTC (link)

There is always a reminder of superman when he is around


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Re: Sam and Alex
(Anonymous)
2005-05-11 02:01 pm UTC (link)
Adam you are the best...need I say anymore?
-Sam

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Re: Sam and Alex
[info]razorbladesoty
2005-05-12 04:32 am UTC (link)
....lol......you don't have to say a word......


Adam

p.s. we need to fix your computer wires so they are not ALL OVER the floor...and hooked to that switch for that matter

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[info]fischerete84
2005-05-09 04:07 pm UTC (link)
I'm not really sure what to say... but Carfi, I miss you so much! You always knew how to bring a smile on anyone's face. You were my early morning aim buddy when neither one of us felt like sleeping. You always had a nice thing to say about everyone and the only thing people could think to say about you were wonderful, caring things you had done. You were so strong Carfi and you made it through so much. I don't know if I would have had the courage you did. You were the best pirate I ever knew and that Halloween so much fun. There's so much I want to say... I just don't know how to say it.

It was such an honor and a gift to know you Chris you truly were an angel on earth but now I know you're all better and you're up there putting a smile on God's face.

We all miss you and love you so much Chris. You were one of the best people I knew and the best friend a person could have. Your memory will live on forever!

I love and miss you Chris.

We'll never forget...

~Love,
Diane

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[info]wthscutie09
2005-05-09 06:41 pm UTC (link)
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"a pirates life for me"

i have so many pictures of Chris through the years at twp. Let me know if you and your family want them (im sure you do). and i will get things copied! Carfi was the strongest person i knew! i miss him so much, he will always be in our hearts. and we are all so lucky to have a wonderful angel watching over us. I Love You Chris Carfi!

my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in this hard time.

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Superman
(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 05:20 pm UTC (link)
Dont worry Samantha, HE STILL is SUPERMAN....

....and if you want to spend anytime in florida, just tell your father to put you on a plane to Wellington Florida.

We'll take it from there.

our prayers go to you and your family.

Vic, Sue, Alec and Vic Jr.

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Superman
(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 05:21 pm UTC (link)
Dont worry Samantha, HE STILL is SUPERMAN....

....and if you want to spend anytime in florida, just tell your father to put you on a plane to Wellington Florida.

We'll take it from there.

our prayers go out to you and your family.

Vic, Sue, Alec and Vic Jr.

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 05:45 pm UTC (link)
I didn't know Chris but I feel as if I had forever. I have heard so many wonderful things about him and learned even more about him from reading this journal. He was fighting and tough battle and he never gave up. He was a really great kid and will be missed by many. My heart and prayers go out to the Chris' family and friends. Even though you may not be able to see him, Chris will always be in your heart...RIP Chris.

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Keep ur head up high
(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 06:09 pm UTC (link)
Dont worry Sammy, were all here for u.. even in NY.. im so glad we got to see eachother for the cruise..esp after not seeing eachother for years.. we will always remember the good times that we had with chris because there really werent any bad times.. he was smiling then, and is still smiling as we speak.. keep ur head up, hes in a better place.. Chris, u will never be forgotten, its not even possible, i wish we couldve spent more time together, but for the time we had.. it was precious.. RIP lil cousin.. i love you

Danielle <3

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[info]sithephotoguy
2005-05-09 07:04 pm UTC (link)
Chris was the strongest person I ever knew. I don't think anyone else could make so many people so happy while fighting an incredible fight. I hope he knows how many people loved him and will miss him like crazy. My hero forever.

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 08:10 pm UTC (link)
Chris,
I met you in spanish class and we were always partners for projects becase we hated everyone else in our class. you always made it better cuz you say how dumb they were. its not fair you got struck with such a horrible diease. you fought a horrible battle with this cancer and you won't be forgotten.

Rest in peace Chris,
we will miss you pal.
:(

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we're all here for u sami
(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 09:14 pm UTC (link)
im jay...u really duno me, but im just lettin u know that me and every1 else as u can see is all here 4 u. i really can see that u and chris have amazing friends and their support. nd yeah, chris is superman...i remember he sat at my lunch table frosh yr with that shirt on...he always wore it..lol. he is superman, nd still is becuz he's always watching over u and protecting u...always...

Jay

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girliepink
2005-05-09 11:04 pm UTC (link)
Chris was the nicest person ever, he was always so strong and i admired him alot
he will have a place in my heart forever and for always and will be greatly greatly missed, Sam, your family is in my thoughts and prayers

- Lauren

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-09 11:12 pm UTC (link)
Hey Tophie,
You're by far the strongest person I've EVER met! I told our whole history class today. I told them how ur gonna help other kids because the doctors learned so much from you. You fought so hard and so long and thats why you're SUPERMAN!! I wanted to hold on to you forever last night...but i know youll be with us forever. Watch over Sam, Mommy, Alex and everyone else. We love and miss you so much. You're my hero Christopher...

-Sami

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My hero
(Anonymous)
2005-05-10 12:21 am UTC (link)
Chris was the best person in the world...i loved him so much and he will always be in my heart...he made my jr prom amazing and was always a smiling face...i know hes in a better place now and he is no longer suffering...he will always be my superman...
~Cindi

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-10 12:49 am UTC (link)
Chris was an amazing person. His incredible strength willingness to participate in the marching band was a lesson to all of us. Every time I saw Chris, I always saw a smile. This smile served as such an inspiration to myself and everyone around you. Unfortunately, I didn't know Chris too well, but I do know that he truely is Superman. Chris, your legacy will live on in your marching band family for years to come. We will all miss you so much. Your family will be in our prayers.
-Matthew

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-10 02:17 am UTC (link)
I haven't seen Chris in so long but when I think of him I always remember how much life he had. I just saw him recently and he seemed so bright and optimistic even though you could see what he was going through. He was truely the strongest person I know to go through all of that and still remain so... Chris! I'll miss him and I know everyone else will too.

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-10 02:51 am UTC (link)
I'll miss you, Chris. You have more strength than anyone I have ever met, and I will admire you always. You're with the angels now, and heaven's a better place because of it. I love you. <3 Erin

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Always in my heart
(Anonymous)
2005-05-10 03:27 am UTC (link)
Chris~ i love you soo much i cant believe that you are gone...you mean so much more to me than you will ever know...you are an inspiration to everyone...i wish that i was as strong as you!...you will always have a place in my heart...i love you today and forever...and will miss you more than you will ever know...i love you Superman...my angel...~Annie

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RIP
[info]kimmyliz
2005-05-10 08:52 pm UTC (link)
Carf is the best person i have ever known. He was my best friend and i loved him more then anything. He was so strong. And fought until the very end. We had some amazing times together and i will never forget them. He always had a smile on his face and he always knew how to cheer me up. I know that he is in a better place now and he doesn't have to suffer anymore. I miss you husband. I'll always be your wifey. You'll be in my heart forever. I love you!
-Kim

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Our mafia brother
[info]samto
2005-05-11 03:39 am UTC (link)
Carf./ my best friend, my mafia brother/ so strong, so optimistic, so amazing/ you have changed my life for the better/ i am grateful for every day / i have known u and all the memories / we have shared over these past years/ but now you are in a better place/ and will be in my heart forever/ thank you for everything./ rest in peace, <3 i love u.<3 / chinese mafia 4->/ "she's not asian, she's chinese"/

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my brother in law
(Anonymous)
2005-05-12 04:05 am UTC (link)
Sunday night came as a complete shock to me n everyone i cried for hours but realized in the whole scheme of things if carf was here we would be pissed!This is such a sad time and yet i find myself smiling because of all the memories we shared.Our Mafia trip to the shore n pats,iming each other with bro/sis in law greetings,the nights we sang camel toe n magic stick, screamin HOLLA n Wachovia. He was truly an amazing person,who didnt deserve this kind of life.But his strengh n courage has given everyone a sence of guidence in such a hard time. I feel honored n blessed to have had the opportunity to know Carf. He will forever live on in our memories as "SUPERMAN".CHINESE MAFIA FOREVER!!!!! HHHHHHHOLLA(holland style)! I LOVE YA CARF!~Jul

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(Anonymous)
2005-05-12 10:45 pm UTC (link)
chris, i'm so sorry never got to say goodbye :-( and i wish i would've appreciated you more during the times i had you...chapel circle... but i love you so much and i remeber you as the most optimistic and kind person i've ever met and it was always a pleasure to be graced with your presence..

<3 always,
danielle c.

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chRis <3
(Anonymous)
2005-05-13 02:13 am UTC (link)
chris- i have so many memories i dont know where to start, you were always making me laugh.. u were so strong n fought so hard for so long and its not the same but ur not in any more pain now you can finally relaxe and have no worries.. chris u have made me look at life in a whole diffrent way.. you never know what crazy things lifes gunna throw at ya ..chris u truley were a hero..you are superman <3 chris you will always be remembered.. ALWAYS

xox marianne

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[[carf]]
[info]xgreenfairyx
2005-05-13 09:48 pm UTC (link)
i love you so much baby...
best friends means forever <3

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[info]fashioncrime
2005-05-14 03:58 am UTC (link)

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[info]fashioncrime
2005-05-14 04:02 am UTC (link)
I loved chris. I can't say I was great friends with him, or that I was there for him when he was sick. But we've always talked, and he was such an awesome, strong person.

Sam stay strong♥

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A good person
(Anonymous)
2005-07-08 07:58 am UTC (link)
I didn't know Chris personally, but I know he did come to my State Cup soccer game.He made a sign for his best friend and one of my best friends Abby, his cousin. He was a true best friend from how abs talked about him. Because Abby was best friends with him, i always felt like I knew him. I'll never know how to express to abby how I feel about chris leaving us. I can only pray for chris and his family. I know that Chris is in a better place, away from this world of hate and distruction. I know he always watches over abs.

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Letter to a Friend
[info]razorbladesoty
2005-07-10 12:30 am UTC (link)
...hey chris....i don't know if anyone reads this anymore but i really don't care......its more for you and me ...mostly for me.....
i figured maybe you would like an update on everything thats going on down here.....kim and i are still together...one more month and it will be 2 years together...so i have been visiting your family at least once a week since you past away....where to start....we will go youngest to oldest....... Alex ...lol shes still the same old (as abby puts it) devil child but we love her anyway... i taught her what sarcasim is and i think your mom is getting the worst end of that one....whooppps..lol... bu tdon't worry shes growing up great..kim and jul both say shes the next chris carfi...she loves to beat me up..jul loves that and she eggs her on all the time..... Sam...lol well the alcohol finally kicked her in the ass...she got really sick to her stomach and stuff..and says now that shes going to cut back on the drinking.... we will see about that...she still takes forever to do her hair....and it always seems like when ever i am there that she is getting out of the shower....i walk in the door and shes there in a towel.... lol.. what can i say..she misses you though...well who doesn't she went to senoir prom.....you would have been proud she looked great.... Mom.... where to start....umm shes strong...but so fragile at the same time.... she misses you soooo much...but she doesn't have the best luck in the world.....her and steve had a "falling out"...he isn't around much anymore....your mom just had her birthday she turned *2 lol she spent the week before it in wildwood with your family and aunt and uncle and cuz... i brough tsam down there to visit and we all had fun......well for one night at least.....your mom seems so depressed but theres nothin i can really do to help but be there and try to help...i feel so helpless when she tells me how upset she is.....and steve just added to her problems..... well shes strong so everything will make a turn for the better.....i hope....i am going to look out for her as much as i can....the last person i am goign to right about today is someone you cared about ohhh so much.....Abby...god...she misses you so much i can see it in her eyes...i got to spend a lot of time talking to her that night at the shore.....we had a couple drinks and bonded....your mom is worried about her she thinks abby might have like some small depression or something.....i think she just misses you and wants you back...who doesn't.... abby and i told stories and joked about times we both had with you....she reminded me how much you cared about me and kim and kate and of course sam to....and i told her how all you use to talk about was the things you did with her...
well i have to go now...i just wanted to stop and tell you that i miss you soo much and that you have made a better person out of me even if you never knew it

I miss you..... we all miss you... and we will all see you again someday in heaven.... I will watch over your family from down here as long as you help me from up there..... and watch over me and keep me save
I miss and love you Carf......

Adam

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[info]xkatiekhaosx
2005-09-29 03:07 am UTC (link)
i miss you <3

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i miss you
(Anonymous)
2005-10-14 01:48 am UTC (link)
dear chris,
i miss you so much. i think about you everyday and pray that i will wake up and this will all be a dream but unfortunealty it's not. i want to let you know that i promise that i will never forget you ever. you are and will always be my best friend and i love you more than the moon. watch over me cause i need you more than ever right now. tell grandmom i said hey and i love you.

-super cousin

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(Anonymous)
2005-10-21 02:11 am UTC (link)
dear chris,
how now brown cow?! the golden snitch! the best times with my best friend. i love and miss you so much.

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(Anonymous)
2006-01-29 02:00 am UTC (link)
Happy New Year babyyyyyyy <3

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[info]kimmyliz
2006-02-22 08:33 am UTC (link)
i love you and miss you sooo much hubby......it's not the same without you here with me

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year
[info]kimmyliz
2006-05-09 08:24 pm UTC (link)
hey husband,
i wanted to get on here yesterday but didnt get a chance. I wish you were still here with us. I loveeeee you and miss you sooo much. The mafia was together last night<3.


*Loveliness we've lost
These empty days without your smile
This torch we'll always carry
For our nation's golden child
And even though we try
The truth brings us to tears
All our words cannot express
The joy you brought us through the years*



I <3 you carf!!!!!!!

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Missing you everday
(Anonymous)
2006-05-13 05:25 pm UTC (link)
i miss you so much chris. i visited you the on the 8th and it seems as though you are so far away with everyday that goes by but yet i can remember as if it were yesterday that we were laughing over another stupid funny thing we did. it gets harder and harder to wake up everyday and realize i wont be seeing or talkin to you. missing u is like somthing that comes natural. like breathing. but i want you to know that no matter what happens i wont ever forget you nor love you less. you are my inspiration and everyday i strive to be as strong and as u were. love u

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I am so truly sorry for your loss
(Anonymous)
2006-12-19 03:31 am UTC (link)
To Lisa,Samantha,Abby,Jess,Diana and teh rest of Chris' family,

I remember Chris and how sweet and adorable a little boy he was. I know you all probably don't remember me, but I go through picture albums every now and then and I always included you in my prayers.
I read Chris's journal and he kept a positive outlook the entire time. His strength and courage is an inspiration to me.
I am truly thankful that I had the opportunity to have taken care of Chris,Samantha,Jess & Abby when they were very little. God bless you all.
I will always keep your family in my prayers. Rest in peace Chris.

Michele


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:(
(Anonymous)
2007-04-15 01:19 pm UTC (link)
I miss you so much Christopher

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heyyy hubby
[info]kimmyliz
2007-05-09 04:29 am UTC (link)
Carf,
I can't believe its been 2 years since you left us. I know that you are in a better place now and that you are watching over all of us. I love you and miss you soooo soooo much. I could tell you everything and i wish you were still here so we could have all those crazy times together. Not a day goes by that i dont think about you. You mean the world to me and i can't wait till the day that i see you again hubby. I lovvvee you soooo much!

-love-
Your wifey <3333333


p.s. i got polish waterice for you over the weekend...i know its one of your favorites!

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(Anonymous)
2007-10-10 09:41 pm UTC (link)
Thanks for reminding me every day how important life is. I love you <3

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[info]twpsfinesttt
2008-02-03 10:27 am UTC (link)
xoxo

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Carf <3
[info]kimmyliz
2008-05-08 05:45 pm UTC (link)
Carf,
I can't believe it is three years already. It feels like yesterday that we were joking with each other and staying up all hours of the night talking on aim. I think about you everyday and sometimes I just have to laugh about some of the things you would say. I wish you were still here with us, I love you Carf. Keep watching over me....One day we will be together again. I love you husband.

Love,
Your wifey-Kim

xoxoxoxo

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